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I’m sick and tired of feeling sorry for myself because, things aren’t going the way I want them to. I’m going to stop hating life and taking it out on the people that I love and care about, because if i continue blaming them for the faults of life and the world then, it’s a matter of time before i lose them too. My dad may not be the brightest light in my life right now, but i will soon be able to find my way out of this darkness. I will soon be able to be my happy self again. So, what a few things… a LOT of things have gone wrong in my life. but, I’m going to pick my pretty little hear up and i’m going to fucking smile because I deserve to be happy I deserve to have a love for life again. I’m NOT going to take my depression out on life, and friends and family. (Besides my Dad & his ugly ass girlfriend) because nobody else has hurt me. I’m going to stop being so open about my problems to everyone and i’m going to stop telling people my problems because most people are glad, i’ve got them.

So for everyone that thinks i’m a spoiled bitch that deserves to have depression and deserves to be unhappy, that’s not the case and i’m about to prove you bitches wrong. 

So fucking what, I have more then other people. I was blessed with things other people weren’t does that mean I deserve to be so down on myself and deserve this. NO. The answer is no because nobody deserves to feel lower then the dirt on the ground. And everyone that treats or has treated me like shit has made me feel lower then the dirt you walk on. But, i’m about to take a stand. i’m about to stop letting people walk all over me. STOP letting people tell me where to drive them, what to buy them and what to say or how to act. IM DONE being everyones little fucking chauffeur. I’m my own fucking person. Oh, so i won’t take you anywhere so now I’m a bad friend. FUCK THAT i’d rather be ‘a bad friend’ then be walked all over. 

THE END.

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